There is a part of me that is dreading tomorrow...because it's another day that will be filled with drama that I do not want to partake in....but tomorrow is different because it's not about me, it's about my girls. I really don't care for confrontation....I have truly experienced way too much of it...in a bad way and honestly I've learned there are better ways to handle things than arguing/fighting. Unfortunately, we can't avoid it all the time and especially not when the stakes are high. You can do whatever against me....I can deal with that but when I am called to protect the hearts of my babies...that's a different story.
Fear has consumed every fiber of my being thinking about having to confront/rise up against "Jezebel" (not her real name, but definitely the spirit that rules her soul) because evil controls her tongue...I've been warned...I've seen it... I knew this wasn't something I could fight on my own nor should I even be trying to fight it on my own...but who was going to be there by my side...who had my back?
Well, that answer was laid before me through my church....our final "All Church" study. Our first section was entirely on the book Psalm's....coincidence....I think not...my Father had come to show me who would be standing by my side....
Fear has consumed every fiber of my being thinking about having to confront/rise up against "Jezebel" (not her real name, but definitely the spirit that rules her soul) because evil controls her tongue...I've been warned...I've seen it... I knew this wasn't something I could fight on my own nor should I even be trying to fight it on my own...but who was going to be there by my side...who had my back?
Well, that answer was laid before me through my church....our final "All Church" study. Our first section was entirely on the book Psalm's....coincidence....I think not...my Father had come to show me who would be standing by my side....
Page after page, chapter after chapter, His written reassurance was there right in front of me. My heart could rest in Him for:
"The Lord is with me; I will not be afraid. What can mere mortals do to me? The Lord is with me; he is my helper. I look in triumph on my enemies. It is better to take refuge in the Lord than to trust in humans." ~ Psalms 118:6-8
When I stand tomorrow, I will not stand alone.
"The Lord is with me; I will not be afraid. What can mere mortals do to me? The Lord is with me; he is my helper. I look in triumph on my enemies. It is better to take refuge in the Lord than to trust in humans." ~ Psalms 118:6-8
When I stand tomorrow, I will not stand alone.
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